Moments before, as the small passenger ferry glided across the nile towards Aswan I was transported back to another city I felt at home in, on another continent… Geneva. I asked myself what triggered these feelings of belonging in each city, and realised it was that I felt accepted for who I was, despite my foreignness. It was the ability to communicate across cultures, to walk by the water and meet interesting people from around the world, to share a sense of humanness.
Today I feel I’ve finally made a breakthrough here… past people’s conception of me as ‘money’, ‘sex’ or ‘other’ to human. On the ferry I was chatting a little with the women around me, and it was comfortable. At the beginning one asked me for a pen (a typical thing to ask from a foreigner), and I obliged. A few minutes later when she learned that I live in Aswan she returned the pen - recognition of our common humanity, our common belonging here. I was moved.
As I walked home afterwards I was almost able to float above the hassling without notice, and dance along with the festivities in the ‘wedding district’ close to the flat. I feel I am starting to understand things, and am increasingly at peace with them. There will be times that I am judged, but there are times that I also judge. That is part of our humanness too. Hamdallah for moments beyond the judgments, for moments of belonging.
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