Friday, July 2, 2010

Wavin' Flags...

Greetings from Cairo! My path seems to have meandered back here yet again... This time to conduct research with Somalis on their contributions to peacebuilding in Somalia.

This is actually the second stop on a four-part research journey that began in Sweden in late May. While there I met with a few NGO workers and community members before attending a conference on "Democratic Governance and Sectarian Politics in Somalia" in Lund. Oh and of course I had a glorious weekend of hiking in a national park along the way...

Now, the interviews begin. Hopefully with about 20 people in Cairo, Nairobi and London who are actively working for peace, whether through dialogue of some form (blogging, organizing community events, setting up informal groups etc) or through sharing resources (remittances, time, skills) to support peace. This is how I'm occupied for a three-month "Applied Field Experience" as part of my fellowship, and I'm pleased to say that I'm learning tons!!! I'm writing my dissertation on this topic, and hope to use much of the interviews in the process. I'm grateful to Rotary yet again for their support of this project!

July 1st was both Somalia Independence Day (the 50th Anniversary!!!) and Canada Day... hence the title of this entry. Here in Cairo there was a huge Somali celebration at the Opera House with speeches, drama, poetry and music. It was a flutter of dazzling dresses and blue flags... the seats full of youth that perhaps comprise the majority of the Somali community in Cairo, and a beautiful buzz in the audience...


(As you must know, "Wavin' Flag" is also the World Cup theme song written by Somali-Canadian K'naan... fitting given the football hype at the moment, as well as how his dual nationality correlates with the two countries of my heart).

Speaking of football Brazil and Holland are about to play...more from Kenya!

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Heaviness and Healing

Acholiland,
what mingling of beauty and sadness:
where broken bonds and deep pain are slow to heal,
a culture of violence shows its bitter face,
‘traditional’ structures and values are eroding
amidst Mzungos aplenty.

Ah mzungos and their culture of international humanitarianism,
relentless in their myriad research agendas.
Developers, building ‘capacities’, schools, boreholes,
a theme park of exotic reintegrated child soldiers
and a market for clubbing, Ethiopian food and handicrafts.

And yet people are smiling,
cassava is growing
a rhythm returning
healing, remembering…
seeds of peace?

Monday, May 10, 2010

quotes for pondering...

Writing a paper right now on the roles, ethics and impacts of development and humanitarian programming in conflict zones with a case study on Uganda. A recent trip there really challenged me to re-evaluate thoughts on external (Western) intervention... seeing the erosion of local capacities and the power politics first-hand. More on this soon but in the meantime here's a quote I'm using in my paper and that has been central in my thoughts lately:
"How is one to live a moral and compassionate existence when one is fully aware of the blood, the horror inherent in life, when one finds darkness not only in one's culture but within oneself? If there is a stage at which an individual life becomes truly adult it must be when one grasps the irony in its unfolding and accepts responsibility for a life lived in the midst of such a paradox. One must live in the middle of contraditction, because if all contradiction were eliminated at once life would collapse. There are simply no answers to some of the great pressing questions. You continue to live them out, making your life a worthy expression of leaning into the light." Barry Lopez, Arctic Dreams

Sunday, May 2, 2010

at the source of the nile - three weeks in Uganda

Here is what I will remember:


In the north:

generous spirits of welcome and friendship;

a different rhythm of life

(early energy in the morning,

days full of walking, talking, eating, feeling, exploring, thinking, being…

and then satisfied sleep);

seeing-smelling-feeling the warmth of sunshine, the freshness of a hard rain, the growing of termite mounds and fragrance of flowers.

Oh, the connections with land, heart, community.



On the road to Kampala:

a bumpy bus ride with amiable companions, holding a sleeping child,

swaying to pot-holes and upbeat music;

the gift of a young mother’s openness, sharing hopes and fears about the future, smart strategies for protection and a glimpse into the suffering of her family;

the market visiting us through the high windows at every stop

(chickens joining the company, roasted cassava, salty groundnuts, street meat and cola filling bellies).

Oh the warmth of travellers on a shared journey.


In the heart of the city:

faster rhythms of the market (filled with fresh fruit, fabric and fish);

the cacophony of matatus, boda bodas and people honking, swerving, bustling;

a call to prayer from Gaddafi Mosque,

the jubilation of choir girls as they prepared for Easter Sunday;

connections with a dear couple whose love for each other and humanity radiates peace and integrity.

Oh the beauty of journeys overlapping and beckoning.

Three weeks feels both short and long for this journey,

for exposure to such intense beauty and pain.

I leave this rich red earth with much love and gratitude in my heart, and a prayer for healing across this land.

Monday, January 18, 2010

salams and snow: welcome to 2010

Part 1: Catch-up from 2009

Belated holiday greetings to you all and Happy New Year! It's been a while since my last post as essays, work and the dim light of an English December kept me busy until I went on holiday to Egypt. But it was a happy sort of busyness, and I continue to be grateful for the many opportunities to learn and share with others in Bradford. I haven't even had a chance to tell you about work yet, so let's start there.

(Nile sunset in Aswan, Upper Egypt)

To maintain balance between theoretical learning (uni) and practical experience I found a part-time job working with refugees, which (as you know) is a particular passion of mine. I hadn't intended to work, really, but when I went in for a volunteer interview I was encouraged to apply for a position, and... well... here we are. Now, as an advice worker at Bradford Action for Refugees, I’m learning much about the policies and opportunities for asylum seekers and refugees in the global north, and how the sharp wheels of the British bureaucracy turn for those not welcome within the UK's boundaries (particularly failed asylum seekers). We strive to offer a listening ear, make a phone call to the Home Office or a local housing management company, and facilitate access to available resources in the community, supporting those who come through our doors in their day-to-day struggles. I find the office culture at BAfR quite different to dear AMERA - no interpreters, and still searching for a principled (and rights-based) approach to programming. However, BAfR is in a period of tremendous growth and change, and I am learning from partaking in the visioning and policy discussions we're engaged in at the moment, and which will soon be adopted. A little patience and perspective go a long way here.

In early December, a colleague and I had the opportunity to take a few refugee families to the Opera in Leeds as part of our family outreach program. It was amazing how easy it was to talk sports and school with the 5-10 year olds – and thrilling to watch their excitement at the Leeds Christmas lights and Opera House. There’s something so universal about childhood, and it’s wonderful to be reminded of the little joys of life, and that there’s much more to life than school! Perhaps the Opera we saw was a bit grim, but we still had a lovely outing and it was a nice change from the intensity of advice work, which I enjoy but is always fast-paced.


Part 2: a Somali Christmas and two new years in Cairo


Oh, Cairo! Somehow this city keeps pulling me in... or is it the people there?! What dear friends one makes after two years in a place. It was wonderful to be back: eating Tamaya, speaking Arabic, hearing the call to prayer, and smelling that fresh smoggy air. (Oh right, there are a few things that I don't miss about that burgeoning metropolis of 20+ million!)

But reconnecting with everyone made my heart sing, particularly visiting AMERA to see dear colleagues and bumping into a few old clients along the way. Also, two friends had given birth to beautiful boys in my absence, and it was a gift to be able to hold Christian and Mohammed. And of course it was a treat to eat camel meat for Christmas dinner with a group of friends from Sudan and Somalia at our favourite Somali restuarant in Nasr City. There were moments of sadness being apart from family for Christmas again, but it helped being able to skype and email pictures of our respective celebrations. Speaking of which...


...our Christmas dinner crew


the dinner: rice, stew, salad, injero, camel meat, chicken and bananas
(it's not a Somali dinner without bananas!!!)

There was also time for a week of exploring in Upper Egypt, and a chance to re-engage with the child protection programming that initially brought me to the country. I'm now working on a joint publication with Terre des hommes and PPIC-Work on Learning Through Work Programming, a real culmination of my work with working children in Egypt.


All in all it was a rejuvenating and positive holiday. AND, it was book-ended with English snow so I didn't feel I had missed a white Christmas in Canada!!! There was a beautiful powdery blanket covering hills and trees on the train from Manchester back home to Bradford. It made the lost luggage and other plane fiascoes drift away.


Part 3: Looking Ahead

I am still hoping to return to Egypt this summer for my Applied Field Experience. However, after writing a paper on the causes of Somalia's collapse in 1991 and the ongoing challenges to reconciliation and peacebuilding in the world's "number 1" failed state, I have been thinking about changing my dissertation topic to explore the perceptions of the Somali Diaspora on their contributions (negative and positive) to peacebuilding and statebuilding in Somalia and the challenges they face in supporting stability there. This means I am contemplating conducting interviews and focus groups with Somalis in Cairo and perhaps contrasting this with Somalis in London and/or Toronto and/or elsewhere instead of pursuing an internship with the UNHCR. This is all very much in the early stages of processing with professors and friends and Rotary, but their initial feedback has been positive so far. I'll keep you posted as to how things unfold.


In the meantime, another positive development I am excited about this semester is my upcoming participation in an intensive Study Trip to Uganda this March. A group of approximately 10 Bradford Peace Studies students will spend two weeks in Kampala and Gulu, connecting with academics, government officials, international and grassroots NGOs and members of civil society about the conflict in Northern Uganda. When it was announced that the Africa study trip would be to Uganda I was excited because with my background in child protection issues I am interested in learning more about programming for the reintegration of child soldiers, and I am also very fascinated with concepts of forgiveness and reconciliation in Acholi culture. I hope to write a couple papers on these topics later this spring. And will be sure to add a few pictures and reflections here too.

I hope this finds you well in 2010... wishing you peace, health and happiness as you continue on your journey!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Peace by Peaceful Means - A Code of Conduct

Today's inspiration, the TRANSCEND network's code of conduct. I first read these words in Gultung, Jacobsen and Brand-Jacobsen's Searching for Peace: the Road to TRANSCEND, years ago, but was struck by it again today as I begin a paper on the contributions of Galtung to the field of Peace Research. I like this Galtung character!!

Conflict Transformation: A TRANSCEND Code of Conduct


to guide conflict workers at the micro (intra- and inter-personal), meso (intra-social), macro (inter-state/inter-nation) and mega (inter-region/inter-civilization) levels:


[A] Mission Statement: Peace by Peaceful Means

By peace we mean the capacity to transform conflicts with empathy, without violence; and creatively; a never-ending process;

By transforming conflicts we mean enabling the parties to go ahead in a self-reliant, acceptable, and sustainable manner;

By with empathy we mean the ability also to understand the conflict the way the parties understand the conflict themselves;

By without violence we mean that this process should avoid

- any threat or use of direct violence that hurts and harms

- any use of structural violence that demobilizes the parties;

By creatively we mean channeling conflict energy toward new realities accommodating the parties and meeting basic human needs.


[B] The relation between the conflict worker and him/ herself:

[1] Your motivation should be to help the parties transform the conflict, not your own promotion, materially, non-materially

[2] You should have skills/knowledge for the task, and develop them further, not using the conflicts of others to acquire them

[3] You should not have a hidden agenda, for yourself or for others, beyond conflict transformation but have nothing to conceal

[4] Your legitimacy is in your skills, knowledge, creativity, compassion and perseverance, and ability to stimulate the same in the conflict parties; not in a mandate or organizational backing.


[C] The relation between the conflict worker and the parties

[5] Do not enter a conflict if you yourself have an unresolved conflict with any one of the parties, or bear too deep grudges

[6] Empathy/dialogues with all parties, also those you dislike

[7] Do not manipulate. Play with open cards, tell what you do

[8] Respect demands for confidentiality, do not attribute

[9] Do not receive honoraria, gifts etc. from the parties beyond ordinary hospitality

[10] Communicate between the parties only with their permission

[11] Speak with one tongue, not one version for one party and another for the others, granted that the focus may be different

[12] Be open to new ideas, do not become a prisoner to any plan

[13] Never propose any outcome or any process that cannot be undone You may be wrong; any process initiated should be reversible


[D] The relation between the conflict worker and society

[14] Do not seek personal or organizational credit

[15] Disappear from the conflict when no longer needed

[16] Plans for conflict outcomes and conflict processes belong neither to you, nor to the parties, but to the public at large

[17] Share your skills, knowledge, experience with others; try to contribute to a general conflict transformation culture

[18] Do not receive direct funding from past, present or future conflict parties who have used, use or may use your services

[19] Conflict work is a public service. The reward is to do it well

[20] All conflicts are born equal and have the same right to transformation. No conflict is "higher level" than another



Friday, November 6, 2009

Engendering Ceasefire Negotiations: Reflections from a Gender Day Seminar

“It’s ok gentlemen, sit down” barked David Pinder as he entered the room; “I wouldn’t expect you to get up for me.” The simulation had begun. Around the negotiation table were representatives from three warring parties, senior ranking officers from UN Civil Affairs and UNHCR, myself - the head of EU Monitors - and Pinder, now in firm control of the simulation as Head of the UN Mission in our fictitious ‘Bosovo’. Implicit in his statement: ‘Women you are invisible here… welcome to military monde’.

As someone who has participated in ‘white privilege’ and ‘gender mainstreaming’ workshops, I have been trained to think about positionality: who is in the room, who is speaking, who has authority, what are the dynamics between actors. I noticed that only two women had chosen roles and therefore had the ability to speak over the next two hours, and that both of us had taken roles with the UN or EU. I thought back to the moment I arrived at the Gender Day Seminar, and had the ability to choose between three roles – either the EU or one of the warring parties. I remembered semi-conscious gratitude that I could be more or less ‘neutral’ in the sessions, taking on a third party role I could see myself playing in the future, but also slight hesitancy about taking the role most comfortable for me and therefore less challenging. The result: men represented all three military parties although there were another four women in the simulation. Perhaps that was accidental, perhaps fitting the stereotype. However, I think the absence of broader gender inclusivity in the simulation was neither accidental nor appropriate.

Let me be clear from the outset I think that gender is an important lens through which to address issues of peace and conflict, however I do not think it is the only lens that is important. For me gender is one dimension of power relations, and depending on the context other elements such as race, ethnicity, class, religion, ability/disability, sexual orientation as well as the intersections of them should also be considered. When Pinder debriefed the simulation, he explained that his workshop demonstrated the absence of gender consciousness – the ‘dark side’ of gender relations. He played the apologist, suggesting that this is just how things are when you try to walk the razor’s edge of ceasefire with parties in conflict. However his argument suggests complicity with the status quo, which is very dangerous not only for gender equality but the host of power imbalances that are perpetuated by allowing only the violent groups and/or political elites to be involved in ‘making’ peace. To echo the queries of one UN negotiator, Carolyn McAskie “Why is it that peace negotiations are held amongst those who created the war? Why should the construction of the peace only include those people?”

In reality, Pinder’s gender exclusivity now goes against the very United Nations that employed him. According to Article 8 of Resolution 1325, adopted in October, 2000:
The Security Council… [c]alls on all actors involved, when negotiating and implementing peace agreements, to adopt a gender perspective, including, inter alia:

(a) The special needs of women and girls during repatriation and resettlement and for rehabilitation, reintegration and post-conflict reconstruction;
(b) Measures that support local women’s peace initiatives and indigenous processes for conflict resolution, and that involve women in all of the implementation mechanisms of the peace agreements;
(c) Measures that ensure the protection of and respect for human rights of women and girls, particularly as they relate to the constitution, the electoral system, the police and the judiciary.

Simply because there was no gender agenda when he negotiated in Bosnia in the early 1990s does not mean that we should continue mock-Bosnian simulations in this vein in 2009. However, it left me wondering: has Resolution 1325 made a difference for ceasefire negotiations today or did our simulation reflect the reality?

Despite the beautiful rhetoric of Resolution 1325, the little literature I have since read suggests that is often difficult to engender inclusion in peace negotiations. I was disheartened to hear the reflections of Carolyn McAskie, UN Special Envoy to Burundi during the Arusha Peace negotiations of 1999-2000:

I attended one of the most awful meetings of my life where I had to listen to 19 Burundian parties, all led by men, explain why they couldn’t let women in the room as observers or as NGOs. It was appalling; I’ve never heard anything like it. Luckily one of my colleagues on the negotiation was an African woman from West Africa and she stood up and gave them hell in a way I never could as a non-African. But finally I did intervene and said ‘I did not come all this way to negotiate with a group that represents only 50% of the population.’ It didn’t make a dent. They smile a bit sheepishly and then they go on about their business.

While this meeting occurred a decade ago – likely just prior to the adoption of 1325 – her words demonstrate the great vigilance required on the part of third parties convening negotiations to establish greater participation in the process. Four years later, Sanam Naraghi Anderlini has indicated that little has changed in negotiation cultures – either with armed parties and political elite at the local level or with international negotiation teams such as Pinder’s. Would there have been a thought to the inclusion of women in the Burundian process if McAskie had not been in such an influential role? How often have women been in positions of responsibility within these negotiation teams – particularly since 2000? Is Resolution 1325 making a difference – if so where and how? What enforcement mechanisms are needed to make the inclusion of women more practicable? It appears there is scope for a dissertation.

Yet, it is also important to ask: does having women present necessarily make a difference? To play devil’s advocate, women often play significant roles in broader peace-building measures both during and after conflicts: do they really need to be involved in the ceasefire bit? One could argue, as we did in our morning sessions that even if common constructions of masculinity see men as warriors, and femininity see women as peacemakers, there are multiple constructions of both, and these very greatly across cultures. While women often play a leading role in peace activism women can also be found in the military and guerilla movements or supportive of their children or partners engaged in large-scale violent conflict. Also, as some have argued on the issue of quotas for women’s representation in government, it matters a great deal if the women participating are there to be ‘yes women’ or ‘quota queens’ – representing the interests of powerful men – or if they are there to act in their own interests and for the interests of their communities. The same could be said of women in negotiations. It would be naïve or simplistic to equate women’s presence with sustainable peace -- full stop.

However this should not be an excuse to prevent women from participating in or observing ceasefire negotiations or, in my opinion for setting quotas. Women should have the right, as half of the population, to be included in decision-making processes that affect their lives. Quotas are certainly not problem free, and should not be introduced without supporting resources like training and equal access to education programming if they are to transform women’s participation beyond tokenism. Yet, I also agree with academics like Mansbridge that quotas often serve as an important benchmark for representation in the short term, which can (and perhaps should) become more malleable as structures and systems change over time. This leads us back to the question: how do you ensure women have a voice in the fragile and tense atmospheres of ceasefire negotiations that often seem to be more about strategic priorities than human ones?

While interacting as the EU Monitor I did not come up with easy answers to that. Gender was not to be found anywhere on my typed ‘overt’ or ‘covert’ agenda, nor did it seem to be on the agendas of anyone else – except perhaps the UNHCR. I wonder if a central part of the problem is actually the broader cultures or ideologies of militarization in which this process is currently embedded, and the particular – though varying – masculinities constructed in armed groups be they militaries or rebel movements. While gender programming often focuses on empowering women, perhaps as much attention and resources need to be dedicated to conscientizing and empowering men to take responsibility for changing these masculinities and their relationship with women’s exclusion. We need to move beyond polarizing ideas like men are the problem and women are the solution. We can work together to challenge and transform the power imbalances within our societies at all stages of the conflict and peacemaking.